Perjumpaan semula XD

Yesterday was my fucking day ever!! I am so fuck-up Boring at home!!! fuck laptop! fuck broadband! fuck Astro! All m*fucker!! And also m*fucker dota!!!.I just want my semester break is end faster!! i can't stand it anymore..and also can't wait for my friend's desmon Jay Marcus birthday on this 20hb..it's gonna be awesome like sweet16 at MTV,  with many chicks on his birthday!! oh yeaahh!! so fucking stop about my fuckingself..So ma friend Frenky jax has send me a text asking me to go out with him at kk, thanks to God he send me a friend to hang with, moreover it's been a long time i don't meet my 'Geng Karas'.. So i tell ma friend to meet at wawasan plaza. While I'm waiting for the bus, i don't know wtf why suddenly the rain came and making me wet and it's so wtf (waterfront :p) . But it's not a big deal for me. moreover i already lazy want go back home and changing cloth. So it's getting late and i don't even saw any bus. accidentally i saw my uncle victor at maimunah, then i ask him to send me to outside of 'Kepayan' to take the 'Putatan' bus. so after i arrived at 'Wawasan Plaza', I asked ma friend to accompany me to go to the toilet to watch my self after being hit by a rain.. ha ha! so while we walking to 'Center Point', i ask him about our members and he said all members are begin to split out. and i don't even thought about it. but i hope someday all still can be stick together because we all are friends since high school. So after we arrived at CP, my friend Safarudin Lampong also there. So we three going up to 7th and stay at cafe. We three have a chit-chat and and of cause i tell my stupid jokes to them..hahah! the next table of us is chicks yaww and they are playing with they camera. And i did talk to them,asking to snap a shot for us. LOL. So after have a long stay in cafe, i tell my friends to stay at waterfront and have a bottle of Champagne shower(Tanduay) hahahah!!.. so we all go to waterfront and this time we are staying on the left because there are so many people on the right .LOL. Then i suddenly thinking of what i saw, 'there is so many girls are still alive bah then why I'm so stupid to let my head thinking of her while she's already have a bf  DJ la kunu!!sory la sebab saya panas, i don't know why i just panas! hahah! sory! just don't take it so serius ok. Then after we finish our drink there, i planned to continue staying at beverly. so me and Frenky using bus while Safar riding his motorcycle. So after we arrived, my other friend Azlee already there at restaurant staying watching football alone. Jadi saya tidak tau perut ka juga kawan saya ni si Frenkey, dia beli lagi minuman 1 botol ==' na matai kami dua ja minum..hahah!! tapi ok ba.. then we all go to Cyber to playing game. I saw Gwen Deline's Exbf Eko there. So while im checking my facebook, i did text Donna asking about 'Her', but not too much, i just want to know if she really have a bf, and yes she do so tahniah. So after that, we all back to the restaurant i mention just now, my friend treat us food, wow! Thanks Member..hahah!! I did ask my friend about Jaccielia, and he gave me her number :3 ..hahahah!! tiba-tiba lagi si frenkey ni mau kasi kenal kunu sama gf dia punya adik ==' hahahah!!! so it's about 12a.m, my friend Safar send me home with his Motorcycle. hehe.. So after home, i then go to sleep but Fuckmyass 4a.m i cannot sleep because my stomach is pain..Fuck that Tanduay! i Need it more..hahah!! i'm glad i still alive although my heart already die. Thanks Guys :D

we can make it easier but you choose the hardest way

I have to express it what is in my heart and what i ever felt in my life and i hope you will read this jackie lonna james,, i know you are getting matured in life, and you have you own choices in life. SPM will soon end and you will start your life as a teenager. I am also proud of you kie. I just hope you don't fail in your life kie. I know our  relationship in love is no longer available, but i just hope our friendship will not end too, i know you do have the intention to Ignoring me..yaa i really understand kie, but why do you have to hate me very much.? i just don't think you should hate me kie, don't say you can't forgive me cause nobody's perfect in making their life's perfect as God. But however, I admit that I also make a mistakes to you, but I just don't know where and what the mistakes that I've made, but the fact is I seems already made ​​a mistake that's why you hate me. i know it is hard for me to forget you, let you go..because i already give my all for you, but what can i say, it's already end by you, and now i want to apologize for making you cry everyday. i just hope someday there will be someone who are really honestly love you like i do. i know you ever think that i and Jane still contact. I will make this clear here, Me and Jane never contact, i don't know if you really believe me in this but it's ok, i already telling you the truth. And i Just hope someday we still can be friend, i don't mind how long it takes, because before this I had already been waiting for you for three years, so three more years it's normal for me. I just hope you don't easily fall in love with people you don't know kie, I'm sorry kie. hope you read this :'(((